Thursday, January 28, 2010

NOTES FROM THE HANGAR 6

Ok Short Post.
In general, Sec 4 school life is very tiring.
However I find myself motivated to study.
It's amazing how the thought of going to some crap JC
Really freaks the shit out of you.
FFS I have to get 4 points.
6 subjects -2 CCA points.
Most probably:
A1 English.
A1 Higher Music.
A1 A Maths.
A1 E Maths.
A1 Chemistry.
A1 Combined Humanities.

Hopefully though.

Thursday, January 14, 2010

NOTES FROM THE HANGAR 5

FFS.

My left eye is going to explode.

Freaking hurts.

-.-



And btw.

Something happened today that scared the shit out of me.

Hong Bing Long collapsed today in chinese class.

He had Heart Disease.

He fell out of the chair, wasn't moving.

Few moments later he turned around and looked at us.

His lips were like PALE.

Just for that moment I thought.

This is it. SHIT.

Until Ms Mary Hua came.

He stood up.

FFS so god damn relieved man.

>.<

Anyway hope he's alright.

Don't want to lose a awesome friend :(

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

HEART OF THE METALHEAD 4

Would you choose to love and be loved?
Or choose to stay cold knowing that you can't be hurt?
I'm stuck between these two.
Nothing is working out right.
I feel like shit.
I mean, I just look at her display picture on facebook (she didn't accept me as a friend on facebook) just prevents me from sleeping for the whole night.
I felt like crying.
And my painkillers are not effective anymore.
I need more.
I need help.
I need something to ease my pain.
Cure?
It's the problem itself.